Days and weeks passed by I seriously was overwhelmed by the rejection, oh i should have known. he was just a commitment issued person with no goals other than to break hearts.
Maybe i shouldn't get married.
My sleep was echoing with dreams of rejection, everywhere i turned i would get rejection. i could only see the door of my mothers'' home as being open but she too closed me out. I was left on the road silently crying.
After my "dream" i awoke to an unpleasant feeling in my stomach. i clutched my mouth and ran to the bathroom vomiting into the toilet
I notice it is fairly early so i decide to go across town for a massage.Which I desperately needed.
I then went to the beach and hung out with some acquaintances. i made drinks for all of us and they complimented me that i did a good job.
i went fishing in hopes of maybe catching a bite so i would not have to buy food for the night but no fish took my bait. but i enjoyed the soothing sounds of the water
But what really bothered me about the day was when i went to work and my friend told me to take a pregnancy test as a joke and it read."positive" in the pale green letters.
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